Kundalini Activation

My Kundalini Awakening Journey

2025 was the year of the Snake in the Chinese horoscope, and in my life, it became the year of meeting and receiving the transmission of the Kundalini Arts (Kundalini Activation Process). In ancient traditions, kundalini energy is often represented by the snake symbol because of the way it moves through the body in waves.

Leading up to the meeting

The year before, I had been attuned to Reiki and was practising it on close friends and myself. In Reiki, we become a pure channel for Chi (life force energy), the healing energy, and allow it to flow through our body and hands into the person being treated. This practice requires physical touch. There are different levels of Reiki, and I have completed the first level so far.

One day, while scrolling on social media, I saw an interesting video where a woman appeared to guide the energy of a person lying down, whose body was moving in an unusual, mysterious way. I felt an instant pull toward this practice and began researching what it could be. I soon found out it was called KAP — Kundalini Activation Process.

I found one person offering this service in Hungary, and on her page, I saw an advertisement for the upcoming facilitator course. I immediately messaged her to apply for the Kundalini Activation school. She soon called me back and invited me to a two-day intensive KAP weekend, which also included non-dual meditation.

My first experience:

This weekend in Bratislava was incredibly intense. It was my first direct meeting with this intelligent energy, and we had two sessions a day, each lasting more than an hour. I felt excited and curious, and deep inside I knew I had found something I would truly enjoy doing. This type of energy work feels magical - it reveals the invisible side of light that exists when we open our senses.

The day began with an introduction and meditation, and shortly after, four facilitators guided us into a deep, relaxed state on our yoga mats. The music became very loud, and a strange sensation took over my body. It felt like a unique frequency - it is the essence of Shakti prana - the conscious divine feminine life force energy, as the facilitators described it.

This energy stirred very intense emotions within me. I felt it strongly and suddenly burst into tears. I didn’t know why, and I couldn’t stop. My body became extremely heavy at the beginning, and soon I noticed unconscious movements starting to happen.

After six ayahuasca ceremonies (I have done two more recently), along with extensive meditation, breathwork, mental practices, and Reiki attunement, I thought I had fully completed my healing journey. This experience showed me that there were still emotions stuck in my energy field.

After the first session, I felt very strange and couldn’t clearly define what I had experienced. The energy inside my body was moving in completely new ways. Emotions were releasing, and intense sensations were flowing through my being. It made me realise that this Kundalini Activation truly works - it is not just a myth.

The second session felt lighter. It was as if the first session had done the clearing, and now the energy could rise more freely within me. I naturally moved into yoga poses that felt smoother and easier, and my body felt lighter and more flexible.

After this day, I knew I would take part in the upcoming facilitator training.

The next day, we practised a so-called light meditation, which also brought powerful experiences. I felt my self-awareness expand, and visions flooded my mind.

This weekend reminded me once again that the world is magical. We don’t need substances to have profound experiences - only the right mindset, practices, and community.

Facilitator Training

To enter the facilitator training, it was required to participate in at least five Kundalini Activation Process sessions - and I did. I felt incredibly lucky that this opportunity was available in Hungary. The teacher came from Los Angeles, USA.

Soon after, the seven-day training near Lake Balaton began.

It was one of the most magical experiences of my life. I felt guided to be there and had a deep inner sense of security about choosing this path, even though I still couldn’t fully explain in words what it was about. My energy body kept expanding and clearing, and an ancient inner knowing slowly began to awaken within me. It wasn’t something I learned - it was something I had always carried inside me, sleeping, and these practices gently awakened it.

The training wasn’t always smooth. Emotions and experiences from earlier life traumas surfaced. Still, I consciously kept choosing myself and continued moving forward toward my goal.

At the end of the one-week facilitator training, I felt pure and happy. I received a new way of seeing life and a deeper understanding of energy.

After the training . Integration

Soon after, I began practising on myself and my close friends, and since then, this energy has grown even stronger within me.

I went through major changes in my life, learning to let go - letting go of material things that once held value for me (for the Veronika I was when I received them), and also letting go of people and friendships where the energetic connection had dissolved.

I soon found myself back in the modelling sphere, but this time it felt different. After experiencing authenticity within a safe, heart-centered community, held in peace and acceptance by Shakti energy, I returned to the often artificial and curated reality of Instagram models and sponsors. This world also contains great teachers, unique products, inspiring aesthetics, and many valuable people who positively influence the masses in different ways.

I love travelling, staying in beautiful hotels, dining at great restaurants, using wonderful skincare, and even creating makeup looks and videos... for me, that is also a form of art. At the same time, the filters, made-up personalities, disturbing AI content, and unexpected disappointments felt stronger than ever after leaving such a loving space. I became confused because this world has been a large part of my life, and suddenly it felt unfamiliar.

Yet I don’t judge. I simply observe and realise. I see beauty in both worlds.

I know I have arrived at a moment of choice — to choose which path I will continue on.